So, I'm about to go to sleep, and this sentence popped in my head:
"We need to stop having what we like and start liking what we have"
Jadi sebenernya kalimat ini terinspirasi dari kehidupan sma yang rada2 (RADA??) Gila.
first, everything is happpening SO FAST. Its like life is accelerating. Of course it doesn't mean time get faster, there's still 24 hours a day, 60 minutes in an hour, 60 second in a minute etc. What actually happening is, life gets "denser". At the end of my senior year in JHS things are slow, enjoyable, and relaxed. But once I enter highschool, I feel like I'm in a race. So much to do, so much to adapt to, so much to master and I have to do it all as fast as I could. And then things just start to get crazy. Life in highschool is hard, I know, specially here. It will always be hard, I will always be in a race with my friend, it'll always be stressful, so why not embrace it and start enjoying it?
I found that there's no use by saying stuff like this:
"Tau gini gue ga masuk 8 deh"
"Duh pusiiing pengen pindah sekolaaaah"
"Aduh gue remed mulu emang gue bego ya"
Point is, mau lo ngomong kaya gitu berapakali pun lo gabakal bisa ngulang waktu dan milih sma lain, lo juga gabakal pindah sekolah, dan gabakal jadi pinter juga. So stop expecting our surroundings to make us feel good and start feeling good about our surroundings. Berenti mengenin hidup lo jadi santai, enak, selow, dsb dan mulai menikmati kesibukan2 itu sendiri. Buat kesibukan2 itu jadi enjoyable, buat keruwetan2 itu jadi simple, buat keburu2an jadi selow. Keep it simple. Kalo gue sih ya gampang nya: set little goals one by one and do it one at a time. Pelan pelan aja dilakuin sedikit2 direncanain yg efisien dan lakuin satu2. Dan gausah overstressed juga kalo hasil ngga sesuai harapan. Nilai jelek ya remed, selow aja. Iyalah pasti lah ber- "MATEMATIKA Y U NO STOP MAKE MY HEAD CENUT CENUT ALL THE TIME?" Atau "BIOLOGI Y U SO PHP?" atau "REMED KENAPA LO SELALU NGIKUTIN GUE???" Pastilah, tapi gausah sampe ekstrim juga. Toh lo gabakal mati juga gara2 remed matematika. Jalanin aja dan enjoy aja. Embrace what we have. A lot of people want to have what we have and they can't. Percuma ngeliat sisi negatif dan selalu mempermasalahkan, ngga akan ngubah keadaaan. Mending di enjoy aja and life will be so much more awesome!
hei semua yaaampun kangen banget ama blog ini lama banget ga gue update! ok, just quick news:
1. gue berhasil masuk sma 8! yeay! yeay! *loncat-loncat*
2. reuni udah lewat loh alhamdulillah lancaaarrr
3. gue............GILA!
sumpah ya sejak masuk sma kayaknya gue belajar mulu serius. dulu waktu smp tuh dapet nilai cukup itu gampang.....gausah belajar juga gapapa. tapi sekarang? 75 aja gedubrakan.... mana kkm semuanya PUKUL RATA GAPAKE KECUALI 75. kalo fisika kimia matematika biologi dkk gue masih gapapa laaah bisa belajar.... tapi....
OLAHRAGA?
dulu 65 aja gue udh setengah mati gimana sekarang 75? mana gurunya ngeselin lagi astaghfirullah sabar2 aja deh gue.
anywaaayyysssss here's the thing
gue belakangan ini sibuk sendiri sama urusan sekolah, awalnya emang ngedumel seperti yang diatas itu. gue capek di sma, capek belajar, capek fisik, capek sama tuntutan sma 8 yang emang ga main-main. tapi udah jatuh hati ama 8, gimana dong? jadi gue putusin untuk enjoy aja, let it flow dan gausah banyak dipikirin, prinsip yang gapernah gagal. idup cuman sekali, ngapain dipake buat capek2 stres2? nikmatin aja laaah. remed ya remed, ngga remed alhamdulillah wkwkwkwkwk.
gue maru cerita ttg sma 8 nih, sma 8 itu letaknya di bukit duri jadi ngga heran kalo kehidupan disitu emang berbukit2 dan berduri2. sekolahnya mojok tapi gedenya gatanggung2. dari kelas mau ke koprasi aja ampe males....jauh..... (errr... sebenernya guenya aja sih yang males gerak, tapi emang jauh kok beneran deh!)
kalo pagi, jalanan di sekitar sma 8 penuh dengan manusia-manusia berbaju putih abuabu/putihputih/batik putih. pukul 6-6.25 jalannya masi santai. mulai pukul 6.25 langsung deh lari-lari hahaaha. kalo pulang sekolah gausah berani2 deh lo minta dijemput depan gerbang atau di sekitar sekolah, bisa stuck 1 jam lebih cuman muterin sekolah saking macetnya.
kalo anak alpus nongkrongnya di sency atau ps atau pim, sebagai anak 8 yang (ceritanya) rajin, gue nongkrongnya di gramed matraman doooong EAEA gaya padahal beli komik ahahaha. eh ngomong2 komiik, belom beli gogirl yang baru nih gue jadi ngidam....hiks.
eh udah deh ya besok gue ulangan fisika nih midtest doain ya semua ailopyu deh muah muah daddaaaaaahhh
crazy days , iseng , sekolah
oke gue lagi gila stres gaada kerjaan (tapi banyak pr) jadi, sebagai pelampiasan.... well, gue sih maunya ntar suami gue kayak yang dibawah ini.....amin!
1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
-Well, who doesnt want a handsome guy? but looks is not my priority tough, as long as hes taking care of his look and not...you know...."unhuman"
2. Smart?
-stupid question
3. Preferred age?
-older, few month younger is tolerable. but he have to be mature despite his age.
4. Preferred height?
-taller, just enough to rest my head on his shoulder. what matters is his proportion with my height.
5. How about sense of humor?-
-as long as he can make-and keep- me laughing and able to easily blend with my family's sense of humor.
6. How about piercings?
- my guy wont even THINK of it, not even thinking, it wont occurred to him.
7. Accepts you for who you are?
- another stupid question. i wont changed who i am, are you CRAZY?
8. Pink hair?
- I'll shave it myself
9. Mushy or no?
- hmmm not too mushy
10. Thin or fat?
- as long as he's not a walking skeleton or a walking food storage, doesn't matter.
11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)
- doesnt matter. he just have to be clean.
12. Long hair or short hair?
- shoort
13. Plastic or metal?
- flesh and blood
14. Smells good?
- absolutely
15. Smoker
- preferably no, but if he is a smoker I'll force him to quit. I wont watch my guy destroying his own body.
16. Drinker?
- absolutely not
17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
- does that mean hes like that SUPER CUTE guy who live right next door? like in taylor swift's you belong with me? then.... well, doesnt matter, really.
18. Muscular?
- who dont want a muscular guy?
19. Plays piano?
- it would be a plus point.
20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
- another plus, he could play the guitar while singing for me ^^
21. Plays violin?
- whats with all the instrument??
22. Sings very good?
- another plus. a big one.
23. Vain?
~ no
24. With glasses?
- stupid question
25. With braces?
~ healthy and well structured teeth. braces or no braces doesnt matter.
26. Shy type?
- no, a shy type cant fit my family
27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
- i dunno, why not.....smart rebel?
28. Active or passive?
- active, but can sit with me through the night just talking and cuddling. i guess i want a balanced guy.
29. Tight or bomb?
~ what? he can explode??? O_O
30. Singer or dancer?
- plus point
31. Stunner?
- i dont even know what stunner means
32. Hiphop?
- jazzy
33. Earrings?
- i said no piercing. lets leave it to that.
34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
~ hell no! a goodbye in a sec
35. Dimples?
- another plus. but looks come on second
36. Bookworm?
- he should read a lot, but still easy-going and not anti-social
37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
- too much
38. Playful?
- of course.
39. Flirt?
- asal ngga penuh kepalsuan EA
40. Poem writer?
- mmmm...i prefer action to show how much he loves me
41. Serious?
- balanced. knows when to be serious and when to be playful
42. Campus crush?
~ rrrr...doesnt matter
43. Painter?
- expression of art, always an attraction.
44. Religious?
~ top priority
45. Someone who likes to tease people?
- i like being teased, like how my bros did
46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
- i appreciate his hobbies. as long as he know its just a hobby, not a priority
47. Speaks 20 languages?
- 2 is needed, indonesian and english, the rest.....well, plus point?
48. Loyal or faithful?
- both and not forced. because if he's sincerely loyal and faithful to me, I'll be loyal and faithful to him
49. Good kisser?
- uuummm... next
50. Loves children?
- a good dad is a must. he must love his own children. and guys that are good with children always attracts me.
ya ceritanya itu cowonya suami gue, kalo pacar....gabakal nemu laaah yg kaya gitu hahahahaha
nb. postingan gila, namanya juga lagi gila.
(plis deh mel sekian lama ga posting sekalinya posting GAPENTING BGT gini? hahahaha -_-)
gue baru aja baca2 blognya si sesa, yang bagian pas versailles ke puncak
gue...terkadang bingung sama diri gue sendiri...
jadi in postingan kurang kerjaan, dan jujur gue ngga tau mau ngomongin apa sih....jadi gimana dong? oke ngomongin bola aja yoks mau gaaa? *apabangetsihguegajelas*
1. YOUR REAL NAME:
Amalia Aljufrie
2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME:
(first 3 letters of real name plus izzle)
Amaizzle (ANEH ABIS HAHAHA)
3. YOUR SPY NAME:
(favorite colour and favourite animal)
black cat (KEREN WUHUUU!!)
4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME:
(your middle name and street you live on/or neighborhood if it's a number)
nothing batuampar (APABANGET HAHAHAHA)
5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME:
(the first 3 letters of your last name, and first 2 letters of your first name)
aljam (pantesnya tokoh di prince of persia gaksih hahaha)
6. YOUR SUPERHERO/CRIMINAL NAME:
(your 2nd favorite colour, and favourite drink)
white coffee (lucu hahahaha)
7. YOUR IRAQI NAME:
(2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, 1st letter of your last name, 2nd letter of your moms maiden name, and 3rd letter of your dads)
mjaii (apasih aneh banget)
8. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME:
(parents middle names)
nothing nothing (hahahaha)
9 . YOUR GOTH NAME:
(black, and the name of one of your pets)
Black endut ...... (HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA)
10 . YOUR HOOD NAME:
(first 3 of your first name, and add -iqua)
amaiqua (aneeeeeehhhhh)
1. Last beverage → pizza hut's blue ocean (enakan ornge lychee sparkle, ah jadi pengen)
2. Last phone call → sriwijaya air
3. Last text message→ faris
4. Last song you listened to → wavin'flag
5. Last time you cried→ mmm lupa..lama banget
SIX HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Dated someone twice → no
2. Been cheated on? → no
3. Kissed someone & regretted it? → nope
4. Lost someone special?→ eeeeeeeeeeee no
5. Been depressed?→ yes
6. Been drunk and threw up? → no
LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
1. black
2. yellow
3. white
4. purple
HAVE YOU:
1. Made new friends → yes
2. Fallen out of love → yes
3. Laughed until you cried → yes
4. Met someone who changed you → yes
5. Found out who your true friends were → mmmm...maybe?
6. Found out someone was talking about you → no
7. Kissed anyone on your friend list → no
8. How many people on your friend list do you know in real life → eeee i dont really count....
9. How many kids do you want to have → many, so it'll be a big big big family like mine now :)
10. Do you have any pets → no
11. Do you want to change your name→ no!
12. What did you do for your last birthday → i....do nothing....
13. What time did you wake up today → ee...11??
14. What were you doing at midnight last night? → twitter-ing with faris and ka rizka
15. Name something you CANNOT wait for → mm... reuni?
16. Last time you saw your father→ sabtu
17. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life → noothing... i guess...
18. What are you listening to right now → suara ac "rrrr"
19. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → no
23. What's getting on your nerves right now? → the fact that i HAVE to leave solo
24. Most visited web page → twitter facebook blog
1. What's your name → amalia aljufrie
2. Nicknames → amel, lia
3. Relationship Status → complicated? i guess
4. Zodiac sign → the twin, gemini
5. Male or female or transgendered → transgender....HAHA cewek dong
6. Elementary → sd islam al azhar satuh dongs
7. Middle School → SMP ISLAM AL-AZHAR 1 PUSAT kelas geee
8. High school → SMA NEGERI 8 (AMIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIN)
10. Hair color → hihihihitam
11. Long or short → gak pendek juga sih
16. Height → 160an gt
17. Do you have a crush on someone? → adatuh...napa mangnya? lo gasuka? hah? gaterima? hah?? mau apa lo? gue laporin polisi lo biar dipenjara lo! masi berani? hah? minta dikepret???
18. What do you like about yourself → bersyukur atas semuanya kok
19. Piercings → anting
20. Tattoos → gakdong
21. Righty or lefty → righty aja
FIRSTS :
22. First surgery → mmmmmmmm none
23. First piercing → duluuuuuuu bgt pertama masang anting
24. First best friends → eeee....maaf saya dengan sangt jujur...lupa
26. First sport you joined → lari lari atau loncat2 di kasur
27. First pet → kuciiiing
28. First vacation → kasurku muah
29. First concert → teka..a...nari apagitu lupa
30. First crush → a....rya... omg udh jadi apa dia skrg?
49. Eating → asi asi..eh itu minum...apadong? bubur bayi kali?
50. Drinking → ASI
52. I'm about to → mmmmmm....idk
53. Listening to → uuuuu dibilangin bunyi ac!
55. Waiting for → someone huhuhu
YOUR FUTURE :
58. Want kids? → OF COURSE
59. Want to get married? → yyes banget
60. Careers in mind? → doctor, or anything fun
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
68. Lips or eyes → eyes
69. Hugs or kisses → hugs
70. Shorter or taller → taller
71. Older or Younger → Older
72. Romantic or spontaneous → spontaneous
73. Nice stomach or nice arms → nice...stomach and arms hahah
74. Sensitive or loud → yang penting asyik
77. Trouble maker or hesitant → hesitant, trouble maker are mostly jerks
HAVE YOU EVER :
78. Kissed a stranger → no
79. Drank hard liquor → nooooo
80. Lost glasses/contacts → yesss
81. Sex on first date → nooooooooooooooo!
82. Broken someone's heart → i wouldt know
83. Had your own heart broken → yeah
85. Been arrested → no
86. Turned someone down → mmmm no
87. Cried when someone died → yes
88. Liked a friend that is a girl? → no
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
89. Yourself → selaluuu
90. Miracles → yaa...kali?
91. Love at first sight → yoyoi
92. Heaven → yes
93. Santa Clause → no
95. Kiss on the first date? → no
96. Angels → yes
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → yesyeysssss
98. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time → noo
99. Had a pregnancy scare? → mmmmmmm gak kali
100. Posting this as 100 Truths? → maybee?
hey, you.
I hope it's for me.
whoa, just opened diandra's blog and we actually made an exact same post! how's that possible? and no! i dont steal your post, ndra.

daily , iklan lewat~ , iseng
hey you,
seriously, my life is so boring without school.
mau copas artikel dari GoGirl! fun issue, gue rasa berguna bgt buat kalian yang boseen dirumah liburan gini ahahaha
just found out i have posted... 60 entries! that's alot of entries. hoping I'll make the rest 40 soon! and the 100th post might be special!
I'm so-o-o-o nervous....
oke gw akui, postingan "versailles" ini sangat keulur2 dan gw minta maaf *puppydogface* (yang muntah, ayo bareng. gw juga eneg liat muka gw begitu hahaha) rencananya dalam postingan ketiga gue udah selesai mendeskripsikan seluruh khalayak penghuni versailles, dan apa jadinya? udah postingan ke empat dan abru masuk absen 11.
okeoke ini dia part yang sangat ditunggu2 oleh my dear friend Hening Ardhoratri Sesahayu, berhubung pemotongan part II sangat nyesek sesa pun membuat saya berjanji sehidupsemati untuk bersama di saat sehat dan sakit sampai ajal menjemput (???) nggak deng jayus abis gw.
Baru abis baca postingan sesa yang judulnya "HOLIDAY IS BEGIN" ya ini jaman2nya sesa bahasa inggrisnya masih geblek parah, Holiday is begin? is? tolong deh ses lo murid gw bukan siih hahaha canda ses peace peaceee
ini lagu yang udah melegenda gitu deh, lo semua pasti pernah denger kan judulnya tuh. Tapi yang versi Michael Buble nih yang gw saranin banget lo denger, KEREN.
Yang buat lagu ini namanya Arthur Hamilton, jagoan banget nih orang bikin lirik, sangat menusuk dalam sekali kawaaan. Lagu aslinya Blues tapi di nyanyiin ala-ala broadway yang megah gitu deh ama michael buble (he is soo blessed), nih gw kasih liriknya, yang berani bilang liriknya biasa aja gw sembeleh beneran deh.
Cry Me A River
Now you say you're lonely,
You cry the whole night through
Well, you can cry me a river,
Cry me a river
I cried a river over you.
Now you say you're sorry,
For being so untrue
Well you can cry me a river,
Cry me a river
I cried a river over you.
You drove me,
Nearly out of my head
While you never shed a tear, babe
Remember?
I remember all that you said
Told me love was too plebeian,
Told me you were through with me
And Now you say you love me,
Well, just to prove that you do
Why don't you cry me a river?
Cry me a river
Cause I cried a river over you.
You say you love me, but you lie.
Now you say you love me,
Well, just to prove that you do
Come on and cry me a river!
Oh, cry me a river
I cried a river over you.
I cried a river over you.
I cried a river,
Now you can too.
Cry me a river.
kalo diterjemahin dan diambil inti ceritanya secara bebas, jadinya gini:
ini lagu dinyanyiin seorang pria yang ditinggal kekasihnya untuk bersama pria lain, terus setelah kekasihnya ini patah hati sama pria itu dia kembali ke si penyayi, sambil menangis, si penyanyi bilang "You can cry me a river" maksudnya 'silakan aja lo nangis ampe air mata lo jadi sungai gw gaakan sudi jadi kekasih lo lagi'. trus si kekasih minta maaf dulu pernah berbohong dulu pernah menyakiti, dan si kekasih bilang kalo ia cinta ama si penyanyi. Tapi si penyanyi yang udah disakiti gamau lah jadi tambalan, dia bilang "Now you say you love me. Well, just to prove that you do, Why dont you cry me a river? cry me a river, cause I cried a river over you" jadi maksudnya, si penyanyi bilang "kalo kamu memang mencintaiku, menangislah karenaku. Menangislah sampai airmatamu menjadi sungai (maksudnya sebanyak sungai), karena dulu aku menangis karenamu" dalem banget gak siih. Intinya sebenernya Karma yegak sih hahaha
I so so so so LOVE this song!